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Hmmmm.. today is the last day of March :) so fast.. tinking bck.. whao.. i hab been through so much.. both happy n sad memoriies.. too bad all only cn be th momeries.. noting much.. jus.. ummmm.. hui wei yi xia.. silly me.. :P after reading through wat i hab gone through frm feb till march.. hmmmmm.. suddenly find out tat.. there are too much passerby for tish 2 month.. :) noe alot of good frwens.. well.. ya.. i suddenly feel tat i m not alone at all.. haha.. :)

Oh ya.. i finish tat show ler.. ZHUAN JIAO YU DAO AI.. the ending ish super swt n funny.. in between i cried be4.. n laugh be4.. well.. if show n real life ish the same.. how wonderful.. haha.. n they say one ting.. fall dwn oso must smile.. cos fall dwn is noting.. n one more.. if walk straight is a dead end make a turn.. cos u won noe nxt turn who u will mit.. n wat u will c.. :) jus love tish show so much..

Today n tmr i will be working at bugis.. alone.. haiish.. sad lar.. ry go overseas.. some how rather quite last minute lor.. den end up no need buy laptop liao.. sad lar.. haiish.. today actually cn go dwn nfs to take pay der.. end up.. haiish.. no pay ler lar.. :( haiish.. sad lar.. wanna die liao lar.. :(

okiie lar.. notiing much for me to post today.. i guess i will post tmr if not mondady den i post it liao.. :) take kaire.. tata :)

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao..

hmmm.. today did nothing much oso.. plainly staying at home wake up wash up.. den watch vcd!!! haha.. wanna now wat idiol show? CORNER*WITH LOVE :) *LOVELOVE

Xiao zhu n Da s.. haha.. toopiigg two couple.. haha.. quarrel n qurrel.. love to c them quarrel.. cos very funny.. n i watch until cry for some part.. :) simply too emotional lar.. Well.. i strongly recomment tish idiol show to those xiao zhu fans.. haha.. super wonderful lor.. or everyone already finish left miie the only mountain tortise? *BLURRING

Anyway.. watch half way my kor kor come bck liao lar.. :( den wan play x box.. *ANGRY ANGRY end up i hab to use com watch.. bt my com hang half way :( damn freaking idiotic lor.. then i bit my com.. so poor ting.. haha.. abit temper nt good today mar.. tats y.. too bad.. my com.. haha..

Oh ya.. i duno who the hell ish tat person who manage to get into my blog again.. n give those FEI HUA she/ he super poor ting leh.. i tink she got really nothing better to do lar.. tats y hor damn fcuking BO LIAO cum my blog type rubbish.. kao.. my blog is nw so dirty by tat person lor.. haiish.. sad case leh.. got name dun use.. scared ppl noe her.. den jus use the toooopigg idiotic yahoo.com.. damn dun wan face lor.. freaking irritating lor.. if she still come to my blog.. den jus nice lar.. cn read.. n i gonna tell tat person someting..

WEI.. NAMELESS YAHOO.COM IDIOT..

IF YOU NOE ME JUS SAY.. DUN NEED TO DO SO MUCH SMALL ACTION.. TISH BLOG DUN BELONGS TO U.. SO KINDLY GIVE THE OWNER OF TIS BLOG SOME RESPECT.. DO U NOE ONETING U COME MY BLOG WRITE RUBBISH.. MY BLOG SURE FLOOD WID DIRTY WORDS? KAO.. UR RUBBISH DIRTY MY BLOG.. KINDLY GOT RUBBISH THROW IN THE WASTE PAPER BIN OR DUST BIN.. THERE COLLECT RUBBISH DER.. UNDERSTAND? THANKS AR!!! PLEASE HOR.. IF NT.. NOTING BETTER TO DO.. JUS GO MSN CHAT.. NEED NOT DO SO MANY TING IN MY BLOG.. RENT VCD OR DVD BETTER.. CN WASTE TYM.. N UR RUBBISH.. IF NO WHERE TO THROW KINDLY GO OUT TO THE STREET N THROW.. OUT IN THE STREET HAB ALOT OF RUBBISH BIN LAR!!! OHH.. FORGET ONE TING.. U ARE NOBODY TO ME.. SO DUN NEED TO SCOLD ME!!! WHEN U WAN SCOLD ME PLS LOOK AROUND YOU.. HOW MANY PPL OSO THE SAME AS ME.. I DUN NEED UR SCOLDING.. N I WAS BORN NOT FOR U TO SCOLD!!! IDOIT!!!

Wha kao.. hopefully she understand.. if she dun.. den too bad.. her english failed da ke yi.. n make sure she dun come my blog.. cos i type in english.. although very broken.. bt still english tat tat person may nt be able to understand.. bt if she understand.. better.. kindly get out of my blog.. cos my blog dun welcome tat person.. :)

whao.. i feel so relax nw.. haha.. after scolding i feel so free n ez.. haha..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog again liao..

ummmm.. tot of playing O2 Jam der.. end up got problem.. cnt log in then bo bian lor.. jus come here.. hang around.. den blog lor.. haiish.. sians nor.. cnt get to noe wat i suppose to do.. abit blur lor..

ytd nite.. was a nitemare fur miie.. keep on drm of him n her.. kao.. duno y lor... maybe ish i tink too much liao.. den the image start to flash.. omg.. i omost jump ddwn frm my building lor.. i rather i drm of wu zun lar.. hehe.. he handsome n more cute.. whahahaha.. aniway.. damn freaking scary.. feel lyk ton the whole nite.. bt dun wan.. my face alot of pimples liao.. so much go rest.. anyway.. i tink twice n i decided nt to go bck nfs liao.. cos i noe myself very well.. i cnt take it der... nt becos of the work place.. ish he n her.. if i c i sure go crazy der.. haiish.. i totally hab no mood lor.. n feel lyk hugging someone lor.. maybe ish too long i hab been kept in my hart liao.. nw need a hug alot.. a tight hug.. i dun mind ish ger or boi.. haiish.. well.. duno lar.. who really understand my feeling who dun.. i oso nt sure.. cos.. i myself oso duno my own feelings..

ummmm... i'm hungry.. bt lazy to go eat.. sob sob.. hehehe.. cn lose fat.. haha.. nt bad huh.. =P wanna go out oso duno wan to go where.. go out alone damn freaking sian.. haiish.. no mood day ish lyk tish der mar? haiish.. help mie ya..

Oh ya.. today ish alvin ong (( my didi )) bday.. happy bdae boii =) old liao.. ((although u owaes look so old..)) aniway.. take kaire.. miish you alot wor.. haha.. cheer up baiish.. everyting will be fine some other days.. =)

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao..

hmmmm.. today.. haiish.. did nth much lor.. wake up.. clean up my rm... den at around 2 plus i went to sp mit jie n jie fu.. i got my pay liao.. haha.. 500 pls dollar.. den all i put in the bank.. haiish.. inc ase need to use then use de.. bt higher percentage i may not use it baish.. well.. haiish.. sian lor.. cos.. mush start saving money for my future liao.. if nt i will die ar.. some more i smoke the expense will be higher lor.. =) mush save liao.. siians..

oh ya.. say half way.. mit jie n jie fu at mac.. den we jus hang at sp all day.. we go to 2nd lvl to alter our skirt.. den after tat they pei me go bank in money.. lyk i say earlier.. tot of giving my parent money.. bt too bad.. hand tight cnt give.. wait til naked fish money then give them baiish.. bt will biie abit less lar.. hopefully they dun mind.. =( long tym nv give them money liao.. abit bu hao yi shi.. aniway.. they understand my situation baish? hopefully lar.. haiish.. ytd heard bernard n sandy.. today heard alvin wid another ger.. which is 17 yr old der.. kao.. i starting to hate guys liao.. all seems to be a big liar lor.. =(

hmmmm... tired lor.. bt duno wat to do.. i tot i stil hab alvin to acc me.. bt end up he oso run away.. wtf... y mush owaes lyk tish? go baiish.. everybody go baiish.. i dun mind to be alone lor.. tish world so sucks.. arghhss.. haiis.. happy days so short.. sad days owaes very long.. y wor? no guys i tink i cn survive baish.. maybe single ish my fate baiish.. nvm.. go to skool without stead i tink ish better baiish.. haiish.. maybe cn find campus guys lor.. bt abit of habing ying yin.. hab a campus bf.. i duno lar.. really duno lar.. c how baiish.. nt interested n nt in the mood liao..

feeliing damn dwn now.. duno wat to do lor.. no one to turn to.. although maybe wendy jie cn let me turn to.. bt dun wan lar.. she hab her own tings to tink ler.. den i stil disturb her.. nvm.. one day i will walk out my own darkness der lar.. i believe lor.. =) hopefully tat day faster come.. den i won be so dwn ler.. haish.. duno wat to blog liao... jus plain typing wat my mind is tinking lar.. aimlessly.. pass my march.. kao.. school faster start lar.. if nt very sian lor.. haiish..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

miie update blog ler..

ting the whole nite ler.. and.. i guess.. its tym ur me to let go everyting ler.. i decided to let go liao.. hopefully bernard n sandy cn owaes be happy.. n do cn last long.. i dun wan her to be end up lyk miie de ending baish.. think twice.. ya i nt go0d at all lor.. its tym for me to go ler baiish.. i stay at the original place for too long liao.. its tym to move ler.. dun wan to wait ler.. since he choose to be wid her den i shall nt disturb liao.. lyk wat chai gek say.. in life there ish to0 much passerby ler.. well.. ya.. i admit lar.. david, bernard n yong kang are all passerby in my life.. the three of them leave my life ler.. i should be strong liao.. cnt biie so childish ler.. All thanks to my kor kor.. acc miie whole nite at sembawang park.. tok to miie patiently.. Jus wan to thanks him.. =) okiie lar.. ii m fine liao.. okay liao.. nth liao.. bt jus duno how to express out myself.. hmmmm... i at the moment.. duno how to change my self.. so.. ummm... ya.. give miie some tym baiish.. =)

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog liao

Hmmmm.. today i spend my days to go out wid jie n jie fu.. haha.. first go jie fu sck0ol buy laptop or rather notebook.. n do all the blah blah tings.. then we go to miie n jie sk0ol.. Clementi ITE.. wha ka0.. ish lyk damn super hot in there.. pay the sck0ol fees.. fill in the forms.. take ic pic.. den buy uniforms..we bought same colour polo t n sk0ol uniforms.. hahahaz.. den jie fu sit dwn there stone lyk statue.. hahahass.. wel.. starting we stil deciding whether to take bus or mrt t0 school for sch0ol reopen.. after deciding we choose to take train lar.. better n faster.. =) hmmm.. after finish all the blah blah tings in my school.. we headed to imm.. by cab.. n i cum out wid the idea of eating ramen.. den i tell jie tat tish is my very firsts tym eating ramen.. then they dun look shock.. bt jus say : "HUH? FIRST TYM?" suddenly cn feel tat their face lyk carto0n give the diao face =.=<< lyk tish the diao face.. hahaha.. well.. go out wid them ish fun lor.. bt jus becoss the 3 of us ytd slip late so lyk all very tired under the super hot sun.. hmmmm... school faster reopen.. so tat cn go bck to school.. haha.. very long nv go school liao.. miss school life.. hahahass..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao..

hmmmm.. i bck hom liao =) spend jus one nite at my auntie hse.. well.. plainly lyk do notiing lor.. go out.. go pray.. go eat.. go home.. tats the day.. bt its nice lor.. today.. we hab so much laughter.. tat make me really feel tat family love lor... bt when i cum home. haiish.. i alone at home.. sitting infront of the computer.. updating my blog.. so lonely.. i hab family lyk dun hab family lyk tish.. suddenly feel a sudden loneliness.. many ppl will envy miie.. bt truely lor.. tish type of life i rather i dun wan.. 3 meals hab to settle it by myself outside.. wan a home co0k fo0d oso dun hab.. ii duno y lar.. jus feel tat my home suscks lor.. no one noe my tings.. no one noes wat happen to miie.. no one bother to ask miie "wat happen to u lately?" suddenly feel tat my family dun care abt miie.. haiish.. wat a family i hab.. a workaholic family.. a cold lyk ice family relationship.. stay at home oso feel so sucks.. dun stay at home oso the same.. my frwens.. all duno y dun bother abt me.. i hab off lyk dun hab off.. no one ask miie out.. no one wan to acc me.. ii really feel so lonely stay in this world lor.. really very lonely lor.. how ii wish tat tym i chose to be rush n jus hang myself.. better.. no need to be so lonely..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Plainly updating blog...

well.. today go out wid alvin n ming zhen.. to.. ehh.. basically to town area.. den slack there whole day.. duno do wat oso.. abit lost my mind ler.. jus outside spending my whole day.. tot of going to catch movie der.. bt.. haiish.. u noe lar.. today friday lar.. somemore at town area.. wan watch show oso sian.. haiish.. end up nv watch liao.. go walk walk.. alvin tot of ton-ing.. bt end up he say one ting make miie super dun wish to ton wid him.. dun wish to mention.. so forget it..

Hmmmm.. tmr i will be spending my nite at my auntie house.. to acc my cousin.. until sunday den will be bck ler.. so maybie or maybie not i will update my blog.. everyday update oso noting to say.. oso sian.. haiish.. duno lar.. super confuse now lor.. duno wat to do.. where to go.. everyday jus wake up use com den go out.. ez n nice.. starting still feel al rite.. bt after awhile i felt meaningless lor.. duno y.. i everyday waste my tym outside.. i rather i go to work lor... bt i dun wan.. i rather spend my tym so meaninglessly.. haiish.. already dun understand myself.. tired ar.. ii m insane.. plainly insane lor.. how i wish school faster start.. den i won be lyk tish ler.. ii mish him lar.. i still mish him.. his face his voice.. stil appear lor.. i really duno lar.. i getting more n more confuse lar.. how ii wish my blog song ish fan yi chen der yi zi.. tats wat i wan to say.. the song is post in my frwenster.. those whu hab my frwenster cn go to my proofile.. tat song ish wat ii wan to say.. tats wat i m tinking lor.. haiish.. no one understAnd it anyway.. =,)

Well.. i duno how to hug a person anymore ler.. n i duno how to love a person anymore.. the worst ting ish i duno how to trust someone ler.. pro hor.. tats y i say.. i dun understand myself.. get it everyone?

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog liao..

hmmmm.. today go bugis.. help ry out.. pack the stock.. hmmm.. smal smal beads made my eyes almost blur diao.. haha.. bt anyway.. my days without him ish terrible lor.. ii really very mish the days when i everyday i cn see him.. i ownself give up the chance der.. den nw i here regretting.. bt leave ler oso nt bad lar.. maybiie cn be strong one day baish.. no need to get so crazy. i stil duno whether my choice ish rite or wrong.. ii really get so confuse ler.. ii tell ry today tat i duno who am i ler.. suddenly a big change in me n i cnt accept myself..

Everytym.. the train go pass yck n amk.. ii sure to lo0k out 0f the window.. n tink of the past.. i really very de tired wor.. how i wish i cn really slp well..

ytd nite in my dreams i saw him n hug him ler.. finally he pop out in my dreams n ask mie for patch.. i m happy.. bt its lyk cinderalla story. once wake up.. its bck to normal again ler.. i nv tell anyone abt tish dream.. bt jus blog here lor.. haiish.. how i wish my dreams will come true.. bt i noe its impossible der.. so nvm.. jus continue to see him in my dreams baish.. cn c him in aniwhere i happy ler.. really.. =,(

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

.::.update blog liao.::.

today.. went out wid wendy br n gr.. hmmmm.. we go party work den we go cine to eat n catch movie.. well.. duno shuld say ii enjoy or shuld say i nv.. i duno y.. when the train go pass yck n amk.. ii sure to tink of him.. i really mish naked fish ppl.. bt duno y kana bckstab n dun feel lyk going to see any of them.. haiish.. ii duno lar.. everyting hab change ler lar. no longer lyk last tym so happy ler.. everyting change ler.. ii admit ii change too.. i change to much liao.. maybiie childish maybe mature.. i duno oso.. i really in a mess.. feel lyk dying.. 我的难过有谁懂？no one really understand the how m i feeling now lor.. no one.. even ry oso dun understand lor.. everyone change ler.. everyone..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao

hmmm.. well.. tish few days.. ii habing off to settle my ite tings.. yesh.. ii decided to go bck to skool ler.. ytd i nite i being scolded by him.. he say y i cnt leave him alone.. and owaes say those past ting.. if i cn.. i surely won pester him.. i being said until ii hab been pestering him ler.. haiish.. did ii owaes pester him until he fel irritated? maybe iish ii too much liao.. bt am ii really tat to0 much? ii really duno.. ii m so confuse towards relationship ler.. he lurve me he hurts me.. ii duno wat hab happen to now der miie.. itsh sucks.. and dirty.. i really starting to hate myself ler..

He jus dun care how ii feel.. he only care abt himself.. i need him now he noe mar? even if as a frwen of console.. he oso dun wan to give.. he hack kaire me ler.. he duno how much ii worried now.. he duno.. so wat he going to be a father of one child? i dun get it a point for him to be so stres.. if he scared he cnt cope.. jus go bck to tat ger ar.. he wan mie to dui ta si xing jus go bck to tat ger.. start a family wid her.. lyk tish ii will faster die my heart.. i really duno lar.. i starting to hate him being so coward.. he loves to hide everyting.. n dun let anione noes.. 25 ler yeh.. y mush he act lyk 15? i dun wan anyting.. ii jus need his money.. to do someting.. i dun wan to wait any longer.. he wan to avoid wait til the money comes in to my hand baish.. i wan to hate him.. bt i duno how..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao

hmmmm... today ii heard sumting frm bernard.. he ask miie did ii go around telling other ppl abt our tings... ii duno y suddenly ii leave ler.. so much ting happen lor.. y tat person wan to anihow say me lor.. ii nv say ii leave nfs becos bernard pick on mie lor.. ii jus say.. ii cnt take the stress he giving miie lor. tish cg understand and she noes lor.. y mush tat person wan to treat me lyk tish? itsh unfair.. y mushs wait til i leave liao den everyting pop out for miie? ii wan a peaceful life oso so diff mehs? totally wan to give up tat person by leaving oso got wrong mar? y no one understand miie? ii jus wan myself to noe wat ii wan.. ii noe we are impossible to be together.. even frwen oso impossible mar? cnt uu guys gib me a brk? cnt ar? y mush uu all torture me? y wor? ii very tired ler.. dun make me go commit suside again ler hao mar? ii really cnt take it animore ler.. one day ii will brk dwn n lost control der.. ii m sure tat ii will do tat one day.. if tish ting dun cum to an end.. let me go ba.. dun do so much stupid small actions ler.. ii cnt take it ler... dun kill me...

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao

hmmmm.. veriie long nv update blog liao.. well.. lately very tired.. n no tym to update blog.. tats y.. my blog stop fur a few days..

hmmmm.. ii m s0 tired.. really tired lor.. in relationship.. ii wait lyk n idiot.. ii to0 ezly trust guys words.. n ez t0 fall fur s0me0ne whu dun lurve me.. n g0t n0 intensi0n to be wid me.. iis tish wat bao ying 0n h0w ii treat yk? until n0w.. ii hab t0 biie treated lyk tish? ii'm s0 tired.. feel lyk dying.. ii change my bl0g s0ng.. the s0ng bernard sing bef0re.. well.. i decided t0 hate him.. maybiie lyk lata my frwen say.. hate s0me0ne ish beter.. c0s cn f0rget him faster.. maybiie ish painful.. bt ii stil ch0ose t0 d0 s0..

ii n0t 0nly gibing up bernard.. ii m 0s0 gibing up david.. ii really dun suit ani 0f them.. in their eyes ii m t0o y0ung ler.. ii really dun0.. ii cnt turn bck ler.. the msgs hab been send n my heart hab t0 with draw them 0ut.. ii m tired ler.. ani0ne understand my pain n hurt? d0 they n0e n b0ther t0 c0ns0le miie? n0.. they dun b0ther.. 0nce s0wiie then they g0 ler.. they thr0w me there n walk away.. ii cried until n0 tears.. h0w ii wish ii cn cut until ii n0 bl0od.. den wh0le b0dy dead n numb.. h0w g0od?

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Update blog liao..

Hmmmm.. it hab been long mar? not really lar hor.. sowiie. lately bz working so no tym fur miie to update.. well.. haiish.. brk up a few days seems lyk a yr to miie wor.. hmmmm.. life stil goes on mar.. everyting ish n0t fine wid miie wor.. ii duno hw to say.. bt jus.. ii feel very stress lar.. haiish.. ii duno lor.. ii mish him.. he oso won noe.. he hab his stress. n ii hab mine.. i nv disturb him.. n he... haha.. confirm nv lar.. he where got so gd.. haiish.. ii m so tired.. really supper tired.. Well.. okiie lar.. today update little bit baiish.. ii off day den ii update again..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog liao..

haiish.. today lost my fone.. lost all the contacts including his.. ish tish fate? or ish tish jus coincident? haiish.. wo hen fan.. ii duno wat ii wan.. ii cry n cry.. ii really duno wat ii wan.. ii so lost and confuse.. when cn ii take long term leave? haiish.. continue lyk tish ii sure die der.. ii so lost n confuse ler.. give up i sure will.. ii need tym baiish.. everyting jus come n go so fast.. ii cnt accept n adapt.. let miie be baish.. he wan view or not ish up to him.. bt ii truely hope after he view.. he dun feel so stress.. n stop telling mie we are impossible.. ii noe we are impossible.. bt ish not say forget cn forget der.. ii m a human not a superwoman..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update bl0g lia0...

hmmm.. t0day iis an0ther sad day fur miie... ii t0tally hab n0 m0od t0 w0rk ar!!!! everytym s0 free make miie tink 0f him n0n st0p.. ii m g0iing t0 brk dwn very s0on lia0.. my w0rk there enuff tym fur miie t0 brk dwn w0r

tink n tink n tink.. wh0le brain 0s0 his face.. his v0ice.. arghhh.. ii dun0 h0w t0 st0p my brain.. st0p it frm tinking 0f him.. whether ish he 0kiie.. hab he eaten.. he g0t drink t0 nite 0r n0t.. did he rmb t0 take his tings wid him.. ii m g0iing t0 brk dwn lia0.. wan msg him 0s0 cnt.. dun wan msg him 0s0 cnt.. haiish.. ii really dun0 wat t0 d0.. wait fur his msg.. lyk wait fur s0me0ne t0 die.. ka0.. it killing miie l0r.. my heart n my brain.. all g0t his f0ot prints n face.. ii dun0 y lar..all ii wan ish his msg.. ans.. care n c0ncern.. bt he dun b0ther l0r.. y cnt he biie m0re caring t0wards me? ii dun0 where ii did wr0ng l0r.. haiish.. ii dun0

haiish.. ii dun0 wat t0 d0 lar.. ii l0st my directi0n.. ii m very l0st l0r.. until ii dun0 wat t0 d0.. ii m s0 tired..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update bl0g lia0

hmmmm.. jus c0m bck frm t0wn.. yappiie.. celebrate my bday.. wid wen.. ren.. r0ng n lun.. hmmmm.. cn say hab fun baiish.. we sing at party w0rld.. haiish.. tiish yr.. iish the w0rst yr bday ii ever hab.. sucks l0r.. h0w ii wish he c0uld celebrate my bday wid miie.. bt turn 0ut he didnt even b0ther t0 msq miie.. until ii tell him.. ii m 18 ler.. den he reply 0ne "happy birthday" ii brk dwn ler.. ii did s0 much t0 make him stay.. bt end up.. he stil leaving miie behind.. ii m s0 tired.. s0 tired.. ii dun hab a ch0ose 0r chance t0 say anyting.. ii wan him.. bt he dun wan miie.. what am ii supp0se t0 d0.. ii really brk dwn ler.. a bday tat iish n0t happy.. ii rather ii dun hab a bday.. haiish.. y mush his ex p0p 0ut at the wr0ng tym.. y mush his ex d0 tish t0 miie? wat she wan? n wat he wan? n.. wat ii wan? ii dun0 h0w t0 hate him.. ii really really really.. dun0 wat t0 d0.. will he turn bck t0 miie? will he b0ther t0 ask miie wat my feeling iish? will he b0ther t0 lend miie his sh0uld when ii need it m0st? will he?? he say he tried t0 maintain ler.. he say if wan stil cn c0ntinue.. ii wan his heart n human.. ii dun wan his w0rds.. iif c0ntinue made him m0re stress.. ii might as well let g0.. wh0 cn help miie t0 ask fur an ans.. all ii wan ish his ans.. d0 he stil l0ve miie? y mush he leave me? am ii tat irritating t0 him? all ii wan ish an ans frm him.. tats all.. tats all..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update bl0g lia0..

hmmm.. happy 18 bday t0 miie w0r.. finally 18.. ii gr0w up lia0.. ii l0ng wan myself t0 gr0w up.. n0w finally ler.. ii n0 need t0 scared ii cnt d0 18 yr 0ld ppl cn d0 n ii cnt.. =)) crazy ler.. aniiway.. yes ii m happy ii m 18.. bt.. t0o bad tish yr.. n0 stead t0 celebrate wid miie..

Well iish it tym fur miie t0 let g0 everyting including him? (bernard..) shuld ii let g0 ler? 0r shuld ii c0ntinue clink 0n? ii s0 c0nfuse.. s0 tired.. l0nely bday.. haiish.. ii t0t at least he cn at least celebrate my bday wid mie.. bt i m wr0ng.. he stil feel stress n unhappy.. ii s0 useless.. ii cnt even make him smile l0r.. haiish.. he n0 l0nger l0ok fur miie ler baiish.. he n0 l0nger mish miie ler baiish.. biie it ii alive 0r dead 0s0 he w0n care ler mar? ii m s0 tired.. really tired.. tis yr ish my l0neliess yr.. hab stead n0 stead.. keep 0n lyk tish.. ii wan t0 die lia0. ii t0t ii at least n0w cn last l0nger.. bt ii was wr0ng l0r.. ii c0ntinue biie wid him jus seems t0 biie adding 0n his burden.. haiish.. ii scared ii preganant.. ii dun0 y suddenly ii hab tish tinking.. bt jus really.. ii m scared.. he dun0.. ii wan his hug 0ne last tym be4 ii leave him.. ii really mish his hug.. ii missh him al0t.. he 0s0 dun0.. c0s he dun mish miie baish.. haiish.. ii dun0 wat t0 d0.. ii cried again ler.. tish tym r0und cry until ii dun0 wat t0 d0.. ii n0 m0od fur w0rk 0s0.. dying s0on.. really.. ii rather die..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Update bl0g ler..

Hmmm.. finally ii hab the small little tym t0 update bl0g ler.. hmmm.. n0w w0rkiing at n0rth p0int.. hmmmm.. ytd beiing f0rce t0 rmb the price.. rmb until ii wan t0 crazy ler.. finally ii rmb everytiing ler.. =) glad tat ii n0t tat useless.. s0 happy w0r.. aniwae ii will biie at n0rthp0int until the 18 march baiish.. hmmmm.. t0day 0s0 w0rkiing.. n my b00ss g0iing 0versea lia0.. hmmmm.. dun0 say cn relax 0r wat leiish.. hmmmm.. cnt relax until where l0r.. ii mush ch0ing 0ut sales..s0 tat n0 0ne will l0ok dwn 0n miie.. hmmmm.. stres w0r.. well.. my mind s0 tired.. mush pull myself t0 w0rk.. start t0 f0rce myself g0 w0rk ler.. haben l0ok thr0ugh the newspaper t0 l0ok fur j0b.. haiish.. the t0opid ite still haben send me letter.. 0s0 dun0 when are they sending miie l0r.. the m0re they sl0wly send the m0re ii dun wan t0 study ler.. h0w w0r.. ii m s0 tired.. n0 m0od t0 w0rk n0 m0od t0 study.. my life getting m0re n m0re dull ler.. ii jus wan t0 stay at h0m slip all day l0ng w0r.. ii m very tired.. wh0 understand w0r.. =(

Ytd nite went t0 find bernard.. finally get t0 c him ler.. finally he hug me ler.. i l0ng wanted his hug.. ytd ii 0m0st cry 0ut c0s he hug me.. nn he say he miish miie.. OMG!!!! s0 t0uched.. dun0 iish real miish 0r wat.. bt ii jus feel t0uched n happy.. well.. iif he dun wan t0 c0ntinue the relati0nship dun gib miie t0 much h0pe c0s ii dun wan t0 g0 int0 depressi0n stage.. well.. cn say ii hab been hurt enugh ler baiish.. jus wan a l0ng lasting relati0nship.. ez n straight f0rward.. dun hurt miie ler.. haiish..

siian.. lata w0rkiing again.. at n0rthp0int.. s0 sian ar.. ii cnt g0 k b0x wid cg.. s0 tired.. l0ng nv g0 k b0x lia0.. h0w ii wish ii cn g0 k b0x jus 0ne day n sing until ii g0 crazy.. dun0 when tish day will cum

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao

hmmmm.. today abit rush to update my blog.. cos ii duno wat tym to go out so tat ii won biie late!!!! haiiishh.. siian arr.. feel lyk stayiing at hom n slip.. dun feel lyk working at the moment leiish.. butt.. haiiish.. no choice lor.. aniiwayy.. jus work first lor..

Ytd nite chat wid bernard.. hmmmmm.. haiish.. miish him bt cnt c him.. well even c lia0 0s0 cnt d0 aniting baish.. duno leiish.. well ii mish naked fish more lor.. duno yy leiish.. suddenly dun really get use to the working environment.. haiish.. y wor? if i dun say quit den won lyk tish liao.. bt if i dun say quit ii will biie owaes sad.. haiish.. confuse.. confuse.. hmmmm.. no tym fur playing l0r.. 0nly w0rk n w0rk n w0rk.. best sia.. hard to find leish.. hard c0re w0r..

hmmmm.. duno nfs stuff okiie mar.. shuld biie wan die liao baiish.. hmmmm.. jia you wor.. very fast uu all cn relax liao lar.. trust miie.. sian ku hou tian.. jia you jia you jia you!!!!!! =X i cnt do aniting.. so jus at my blog wei ta men jia you lor.. ani nfs staff read my blog jus help miie past dwn the msg.. only tish paragraph hor.. not more hor!!!! =) aniiway.. guys, ii mish uu all.. especially my xiao shi di.. super mish his blur blur pattern.. hmmmm.. chai gek ger ger oso.. thanks fur lending mie ur shoulder to cry.. really thanks.. ii feel much more better liao.. no worry fur miie lar.. ii will stand up again de.. ii duno y he accept miie again.. bt jus.. ii let him settle his ting first den say baiish.. there's notiing much ii could say again liao.. well.. thanks ger.. n ur hubby oso.. thanks ar.. =))

okiie liao lar.. ii stop here ler.. tata.. take kaire guys.. miish u l0tss..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update bl0g lia0..

hmmm.. today will biie my last day at nfs.. alth0ugh dun bare to leave lar.. but.. haiish.. miie n him n0 l0nger lyk staff n manager.. n 0s0 n0 l0nger frwens lia0.. ii really hate the feeling when he n lihan s0 l0ving in fr0nt 0f miie.. ii really hate tish feeling.. s0 pain.. my heart s0 pain.. yet he duno.. he duno.. y must he hurt n hurt me.. iish ii nv treasure him last tym? or we jus start to fast? until now ii stil duno.. waiting fur him to at least tok to miie one sentence.. bt he nv.. he nv.. ii duno wat to do.. ii really duno.. ii hate his ex l0r.. y at tish point of tym turn bck to him.. y at tish point of tym he didnt give me a second chance to tink.. ii m so tired.. realy very tired.. ii rather the person who hurt me ish david not him.. tears dropiing.. heart brkiing.. idiot miie.. foolish miie.. feel lyk dying ar..

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update bl0q lia0..

hmmmm.. ytd jus update.. nn t0day.. ii briinq 0ne news..

he br0ke upwid miie.. after ii hab decided t0 c0ntinue the relati0nship wid him.. haiiss.. ii 0waes s0 sl0w sia.. dun0 shuld ii laugh 0r shuld ii cried.. ii dun0.. sh0 tired ler.. really very tired ler.. ytd nite ii get my rusty pen knife.. nn ya.. silly miie ii went t0o cut myself.. ii find myself very silly n very idi0tic l0r.. the cut n0t deep lar.. s0 ii tink iish 0kiie l0r.. maybiie tmr n0 0ne realised.. den cn escape l0r..

dun0 y suddenly ii fall fur him s0 deep until will d0 tish tinq.. my heart s0 pain l0r.. hmmmm... iif nii n0e hab tish tinq haben.. frm the start ii shuld hab say.. ii rather behis 0ns 0nly.. lyk tish i w0n biie s0 pain.. nn w0n cut myself.. haiish.. dun0 wat t0o d0 ler.. dun0 h0w t0o face him ler... ii l0st ler lar.. y mush 0waes biie lyk tiish? y?

ii m s0 h0peless.. 0waes believe relati0nship.. end up qet played 0ut by relati0nship.. haiish.. ii really dun0 lar.. tired.. dun0 shuld ii say lucky tat ii 0ready decided t0o leave nfs.. 0r unlucky.. haiish.. ii dun0.. let miie biie al0ne baiish..

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Update bl0qqie lia0..

haiish.. t0day ii mc.. nv g0 w0rk.. haiihs.. ii called up naked fish.. bernard ish the 0ne wh0 ans my call.. n ii t0ld him ii m n0 able t0o q0 w0rk he s0unded t0 dissapp0inted... haiish.. n0t my fault l0r.. my eyes ch00se t0 swall0n until ii cnt c clearly.. even n0w ii hab the hard tym t0o update bl0q..

Haiish.. lately ii drank myself again ler lar.. hmmmm... ii dun0 y bt jus wan t0o.. =) ii m s0 c0nfuse.. bernard n miie.. are we stead 0r wat? lately he dun seems t0o biie happy l0r.. n ii hab been av0idinq his eyes.. dun0 y.. dun0 wat happen t0o miie.. he n0 l0nqer the 0ne sms miie.. c0s he iish bz.. haiish.. ii dun0.. ii dun0 wat are we xia.. in fr0nt 0f miie he treat 0ther qer s0 gd.. laugh wid them.. play wid them.. bt haiish.. ya plainly jeal0us until cann0t.. bt nvm baiish.. ii dun0 whu ii m in his eyes n heart.. haish.. after w0rk n at w0rk all the same de.. haiish.. iish he 0ver stress 0r ii 0ver stress?

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