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NOTING IS FOREVER ..

well .. today iish vesak day .. no skool no programme .. plainly went to hab breakfast wif my family .. go market buy tmr wan cook der tings .. n then went bck home .. actually my father tot of going fishing .. end up .. haha .. rainning .. too bad lor .. somemore he fall aslp at home so end up nv go .. me my bro n sis play majong .. :) tats my sis idea .. cos she too sian playing her psp liao .. haha .. so we play lor .. end up .. my bro win lar .. :( haha .. lucky nv play money .. if nt i cry liao .. haha .. lose alot sia .. bt nvrm lar .. not real money ..

then at ard 6 we went for our dinner at kaatib bottle tree restraunt .. * yum yum * we hab tomato crab fish lar meat lar .. vegiie lar .. haha .. then we end our last dish wif a "or ni" OMG!!! is damn swt lor .. haha .. eat until we all say the same ting " ah~ so swt!!!! " silly rite .. haha ..

after tat me my mum n sis went to saloon .. yeahhs .. i finally get my hair cut .. hmmmm .. i leave it to tat style style jie jie to cut my hair .. end up she cut lyk carmen der haiir .. the shorter version der .. haha .. my sis n mum n my dad say its nice .. my bro der gf ask me " u bare to cut so short ar ? " den i ans "of cos bare lar .. " haha ..

well noting is forever de .. i cut my hair cos i found tat short hair better .. cos his gf der hair omost the same length as me too .. omost lar .. i oso nt tat sure .. bt i noe ish long der .. well cut short hair better i promise his frwen .. i will give up on him .. i won brk he n his ger up .. so going to leave silently .. bt i guess i post up here dont seems lyk silently liao .. so haiya nvrm lar .. he noe liao oso good lar .. everything really hab to end ler .. i noe too much ler .. he forget tat his frwen will tell me everything .. tat i don wan to noe .. well .. y i so sudden say tish again ish becos hiss frwen tot me tat "wat if he married his gf " tat one make my tears drop .. tat make my hart brk .. i still trust watever he say .. bt i won go do so much to hurt myself again ler .. i have hurt myself enuff ler baiish ..

ai qing bu neng zuo bi jiao .. now i noe ler .. don tell me how gd the both of u are .. don tell me how much she did for u .. cos wat ever i do it will nv be enuff in ur eyes .. even if i give in everythig .. nothing seems to be enuff to take over her in ur hart .. i m nth to u .. jus only a best frwen in skool . n when outside we usually are lyk total stranger .. do u agree ? may be u may say NO .. or maybe u will say up to u to tink .. bt u confirm will end up wid one ting "take kaire .. haiish .." u won ask me to stay .. u only will let me go .. do u noe i tried to hard to maintain everything .. end up i failed becos i m lonely .. tish applies to the tyms i stead wif bernard .. the person who ish maintaining the whole ting is nt him is me .. i tried so hard end up ? change bck one brk up .. n we lose contact .. how i wish i still cn contact him bck .. how i wish tish will happen .. :'( no one noes i nid him .. haiish ..

everything changes frm tat minute when he let go my hands n leave me alone .. walking away wid her .. i m bleeding ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

am ii in the wrong ????

haiish .. aiie dono wat happen to me n alpha today .. out of sudden start quarrelling early in the mo0rning .. haiish .. i omost throw my hp sia .. haiish .. duno y lor .. am i in the wrong ? i admit ytd was my fsult for getting the wrong idea n insulted him .. tish morning ??? i dono where i did wrong to recieve this type of treatment .. haiish ..

suddenly feel tat i to kpo n busibody to bother so much liao .. his prob i shulden add one hand n leg in .. haiish .. tish type i really wrong ler .. silent silent n silent .. i shuld bother my own things baiish .. ya lor i too xing fu in my frwen eyes ler .. watever i wan i cn hab .. without caring about my surrounding frweens .. in throw my temper anyhow i wan .. nw i nw y tat tym alvin say i ye man n ren xing .. bernard oso say i childish .. i guess be4 i say someone childish i shuld tink abt myself baiish .. really childish der ren shi wo .. nt them .. its me .. cos i nid nt worry about my everything .. i no need to bother abt my financial problem .. i m nt rich .. bt i jus acting rich ...

sometimes .. sometings .. i get i nt happy at all .. example psp .. anyone noe tat i cried nt becos i finally get one psp ??? is cos i hartbreak my papa n mama buy for me .. n my sis .. they actually did qurrel jus becos of my anyhw say .. i don wan them to anyhow spend money on tis unwanted tings .. they are sick .. yet they work so hard for the four of us .. truely speaking lar .. from the outside we may look independent .. bt frm the inside we are nt .. we are still kids that owaes ask money from parent .. we noe nth .. haiish .. jia jia you ben nan nian der jing .. haiish .. anyone noe tat my family is nt wat they tink it is ? no one noes .. cried abt my family tings is wat i did omost every nite .. i nv slip soundly everynite .. cos they return home late .. jus to support the four of us .. their face write that they are tired .. bt we did nth to help them .. we did nth .. c how useless are we ? my mama very sick ler .. my papa very tired .. haiish .. worried bt cn do nth .. woriied in my hart nia .. wat else cn i do ? who understand ? no one ..

everyone tinks tat i m showing off ???? ya showing off hw much my parent work so hard to give us a living .. from the outside is much more different from the inside .. my parent qurrel again ler lar .. wat to do lar .. i dono .. i scared tat they will leave me !!! anyone noes how much i miss my parent ? anyone noe how much i wan to hug them ? n jus say one I LOVE U ? who actually did say tish to their hardworking parent ? i scared i got no chance ..

to alpha ..

i m soriie .. i'm sorrie to insult u .. sorrie to scold you .. take kaire .. dono wat else i cn say only sowie i cn say ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog ..

OMG!! wo hab this song ler .. whahahaha .. so nice .. title: such a nice song ..

so touching .. hahaha . hmmmm .. actually tish song ish for him .. hopefully when he c my blog or friendster .. he would get to listen to tish song .. n noe wat ish my tinking .. haiish ..

well .. i gtg ler .. update tonite or lata in sckool .. =)

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

OMG !! STUDYING WEEK !!

hmmmm .. habiing WPB theory tmr ler .. stress .. haiish .. in class nvr listen now study lyk mad .. haiish .. dono lar .. so difficult ar .. haiish .. BFD oso another one .. i tried to complete the 2nd test paper correction by myself .. OMG!! hard lor .. haiish .. tat one i listen stil blank sia .. crazy liao lar .. haiish .. i very tired .. wake up around 6 plus 7 den start study until now .. >.<>

ytd yang yang msg me saying tat he was being elbow by one guy on the mouth while playing bb nearby his house .. he vomit blood .. haiish .. ask him go home he donch wan .. then he tell me he giddy .. den stil continue to play .. bt i tink he is orite by nite .. cos he cn go see his ger ger ler .. keke . yah lar .. he hao hao sian sheng .. everyday fetch his ger ger home from work der .. So LOVING~~ kekex .. hope that he will be better today .. n will be able to study for the exam tmr .. =)

hmmmm .. arggsshh .. i haben iron my own clothes .. haben wash my clothes oso .. >.<>

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog ler ..

hmmm .. quite long nvr update blog liao .. today .. update in class .. nw wpb super free lesson .. cos cher go out lar .. he need to attend some ting then leave us in com lab until 10 .. kao .. some how free abit bored lor .. hmmmm .. dono lar .. ii dono ii still lyk tish class or not .. well some are getting friendly to mit .. some are not .. haiish .. miie n yang yang oso getting more n more further apart .. becos of wat ? i dono .. n maybe don wish to noe baiish .. haiish .. everything changes lar .. frwenship .. relationship .. haiish .. aiie gibb up loving him ler lar .. his gf start to treat him good ler .. i guess .. i hab to really leave ler baiish .. no point staying at there waiting for them to brk up .. cos its totally impossible baiish ..

if he noe how i feel jiu hao ler .. he .. haiish .. i dono lar .. wan revenge find other ger baiish .. notiing to do wif miie .. aiie dono iish ii don treasure u or ish u don treasure .. haiish .. everything .. start n end so fast .. end ish i end der .. start is i start der .. haiish .. ii dono lar .. ii don wan to be third party anymore ler .. ii m sick n tired ler .. we cn do noting .. haiish .. u noe my loneliness everyday mar ? u dono hw much i look forward to mit u everyday .. wan to be wif u everyday .. if happens you read my blog .. cn u tink for me ? i stand in ur shoes .. u tink for me .. will i biie lonely .. will i be sad .. if u did y u still wan lyk tish treat me ? haiish .. fu chu so much wat i get bck ? seeing u n her be so close ? haiish .. if i dare i sure cut my hand in front of u to let u see .. how much i was hurt by u n her love .. be fair to everyone isnt it better? u wan me go bck to the first tym we noe each other .. i only cn tell u .. i cnt change bck ler .. i was deeply hurt by ur selfishness ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog ler ..

haiish .. my hse de internet got problem sia .. i take the whole day for the internet to work sia .. haiish .. i told papa i wan a psp .. although its jus a waste of money sia .. den papa today papa call kor kor ask abt the psp ting .. haiish .. firsgt ting strike in my mind .. "is tat psp for me ?" haiish .. if its for me i oso want for wat sia .. haiish .. bt if for my sis .. i oso duno she wan it for wat sia .. haiish .. don wan him to waste money on tish lar .. hahaha .. i only wan him to put the money in my bank to earn interest .. whahaha .. crazy minded .. bt well .. at least better then he spend there lor .. haiish .. i dono ish our expenses went up or not lehh .. haiish .. i dono .. i need money to spend sia . bt don wan go work .. cos i cnt catch up in my studies .. den still go work .. i sure to fall super sick for tat .. haiish .. siian .. i dono wat to do sia .. haiish .. very tired now adays .. i dono y oso .. haiish .. wan to slip sia .. haha .. today teaacher give us class test to do .. die sia .. i fail dao ke yi ar . stress sia .. i not hardworking lor .. haiish .. must really start to study liao .. i guess tish week i go out less .. n start to study liao .. wpb exams cuming up .. haiish .. how sia . theory sia .. haish .. practical i oready wanna diie liao .. stil theory .. wat the fark sia .. i m stress . haiish . haiish .. i tink i m slowly giving up on him ler baiish .. wel i dono .. becos of studies i gues i got no tym for all tish ler baiish .. everything i will put aside . i tink lata part then say baiish .. somemore he won brk wif her .. n she won brk wif him .. i continue hold on oso no use .. give up better .. won get hurt .. n won cry for any guy ler .. i dono does he love me .. i dono does he care abt me .. haiiish .. i everything oso dono .. jus follow wat he say .. tats the only ting i cn do baiish .. bt i don wan to hide here n there anymore ler .. haish .. i gues .. i give up baiish ,, give up better .. hmmmm .. sowiie for being selfish baish ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog ler =))

hmmmm .. today nth special .. jus went party world at yishun safra wif my bro n his gf lor .. haha .. then sing until going no voice liao .. haha .. den eat super oily der food .. more worst lor .. n i found out tat my voice sucks lor .. no longer noe hw to sing wif feeling liao .. haiish .. sian diao .. i noe i from the start no professional in singing .. bt to me okay ler .. at least i last tym sing better then now lor .. haiish .. guess i lost interest in singing ler baiish . tats y .. or maybe i too long nv sing liao .. haha .. haiish .. today msg him whole day .. feel so happy sia .. cos we long tym nv tok so much ler .. hab i starting to treat him as a frwen ler or i still treat him as a stead .. a part tym stead .. haiish .. i dono wor .. i still dono wat i wan .. haiish ..

die liao lar .. aug der project i haben start lor .. haiish .. i super tired lor .. haiish . i guess i better go slip nw n start on the project tmr .. if nt i super to flank until lyk hel der .. haha .. poor ting me .. owaes got no idea how to do the project .. nw hab to think real hard liao .. tired ar .. haiish .. =(( anyone cn help me ? haiish .. i hate indivual project .. haish .. nite ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog ler :

3.50pm
haiish .. wat a day .. everything so diff .. haiish .. me getting more n more quiet ler mar ? or i getting more n more attitude ? haiish .. i dono wat happen to miie .. n i don understand y out of sudden so many tings happe .. feel lyk crying tish few days .. really feel lyk crying .. i dono wat happen to me .. i very emo ..

i jus throw my bro out of the house cos he don wan to do anything .. n i oso throw temper at alpha for not able to pay attention in class cos he very tired .. well .. i really dono y lor .. see him slipping in class super irritating der .. during wpb or ofa he won wan to slip so much .. cos he got dota .. den comes to bfd .. he slp i keep on wanting him to stay awake bt he cnt .. wtf .. if really tat tired jus slip early n don hang out too late .. tish he dono mar ? haiish .. i really don wan say too much liao .. bother so much jus make me more angry nia .. haish .. i start to confuse y m i in tish world .. haiish .. everyting everyday oso the same .. got wat diff ?

my mum nagged for not keeping the hse clean .. wha kao .. the hse ish nt totally mine wor .. i did do a part in keeping the hse clean wor .. i noe she is tired cos she n my father hab to work day to nite to feed us .. bt i oso very tired ar .. i frm morning study until evening liao .. y the younger one don need to do sia ? now ish boy n ger same .. y must ger be the one suffering ? guys no big deal lor .. haiish .. tats y i so angry i feel lyk whack him hard .. bt i scared i killed him .. tats y i choose to throw him out of the hse instead .. haiish .. i so stress up .. my p.p project not yet done .. my roles play script not yet done ... wat the fuck sia .. i really very stres lar .. ii cnt catch up in class lor .. i really cnt .. i don wan study ler lar .. i don wan work oso .. i get so tired .. i dono ish physical or emotional oso .. i feel lyk dying sia .. i feel lyk cuting my wrist .. i so tired .. i going crazy .. haish ..

anyone cn tell me wat i wan n wat happen to me ? cos i dono .. really dono .. >.<

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7.04 pm

i change my blog skin n song ler .. :) tang yu zhe skin n jenny yang song .. ~~zui ai de hai shi ni~~ bu gong ping .. :) he so hahndsome n cute !! * crazying * whahaha .. get to c tish on google web page der lar .. den wan try my luck go blogskins.com find der .. haha .. so luck miie .. cos i omost give up finding it . haha .. den i try my luck lor .. anyhow click .. yeahhs .. i found it lia .. whahaha ..

haiish .. he whole day nv sms miie .. i dono shuld i angry or worried .. haiish .. i throw my temper to him jus nw .. haiish .. i dono lar .. i super confuse .. n i no mood until jit sms miie i oso lyk don wan bother .. haiish .. i dono .. i very confuse .. i lyk lost my way in the jungle sia .. haiish .. if continue lyk tish .. i prefer .. to let go .. i noe i will fall badly .. bt i don hab a choice baiish .. i shuld listen to her advice .. bt i didnt .. i insist in holding on .. nw become lyk tish .. hopefully i m nt being played out .. if yes i sure to go bck to the old me .. my hand won be tat nice ler .. sure to hab one more scar .. haiish .. stress sia .. i reall dono wat to do sia .. haiish .. don wan him stres out .. don wan to be his burden .. haiish ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

I M IN LURF .. BUT IT NV BE POSSIBLE

haiish .. i dono wat to post today .. or rather i dono wat to post tish few days .. cos i got nth special to post .. in skool everyting goes on well .. n after school i jus go home .. spo nth much happen tish few days .. i dono wat happen to me tish few days .. i super emo .. i oso dono y i so emo .. i start to be quiet in class .. i make as less noise as possible to satisfy the needs of other clasmates .. well .. i noe lar .. n start to understand them ler ..

well .. me .. cnt catch up in any subject ler .. haiish .. tired .. i start to get very tired .. nt becos i got no enuff rest .. bt ish the brain ish tired .. i dono y .. i get so tired in fallin in love .. i fall for a guy who hab a gf .. n i cnt do anyting .. haiish .. i cnt say out anyting .. i noe he n his ger are starting to be in gd condition ler .. i cnt brk them up .. i cnt .. i really don wan to hurt him or his ger ..

i don wan any ans ler .. i wan to be alone for the tym being .. sorry for being tat selfish .. i don wan to be a burden to anione .. tat tym bernard leave me cos i m part of his burden too .. nw? haiish .. i noe the feeling .. i don wan to be his burden .. shuld i leave him ? shuld i ? i very headach .. he treat me so cold .. until i get so confuse .. i really very tired ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

FINALLY!!!!

Finally i get to take bck my fone .. bt hor .. haiish .. is nt being repair properly .. haiish .. forget it lar .. cn use cn liao .. sian diao lor .. suddenly don get use to my fone .. dono y lehh .. jus don lyk to use bck my fone .. well .. it owaes takes tym to get use to one ting .. so i guess bck to square one baiish ..

totalle i got nth much to blog .. jus wanna say ii m being stress out by the work .. alot nt hab home work jus cnt catch up sia .. wpb .. ofa .. n bfd .. i m going crazy liao .. haiish .. tired sia .. i really dono wat to do lor .. haiish .. so sick n tired of travelling so far .. go into the toopid class .. c those idiotic ppl .. haiish .. tired sia ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

happy mama day ..

hmmmm.. today .. mama day .. haha .. bought mama a last minute present .. me buy wallet n a eeyor pillow .. haha .. bt end up she only lyk the wallet .. bt she oso lyk the eeyor lar .. bt nt so much .. haha .. kind of buying someting for small kids .. well at least she lyk it .. haha .. tish few days i spend alot of money sia .. first ish yang bday .. nxt ish my mama day .. nxt cuming up my mama bdae .. i dono wat to buy for her bday liao .. haiish .. headach .. bt anyway .. i guess she oso won wan me to spend too much money der lar .. so i guess .. i don buy bday present for her ler .. i dono lehh .. haiish .. headach .. haha .. bt anyway .. is the tots tat count mar .. so .. no matter wat i do .. or wat i buy she oso will lyk der .. haha ..

k lar .. late liao .. wan an ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

First n Last ...

First date n Last date wif jit .. yesh .. i lie to myself n try out wif him .. be frank .. i nv lyk him be4 .. i mean the feeling ish only lyk friend .. n won go to the extend liao .. i dono hw to say it out to him .. jus blog here .. he will read it der baiish .. haiish .. everyting goes wrong sia .. the one i lyk throw me away .. haiish .. well .. i dono ..

First tym i fall for a guy wif stead .. i guess i hab to make it the last tym .. i don wan to be the third party between they two .. so i guess .. give up it will be the best ting i cn do .. haish .. y? y must everyting turn out to be lyk tish? haiish .. get so tired .. i miss him .. bt he don .. i care for him .. be he don .. the care he cnt c .. the miss he cnt feel .. once he noe there is someone lyk me .. he wan me to go to tat guy .. haiish .. he nv feel for me .. he nv .. i cried ler .. he didnt really bother .. he only ask me y i cry? n then ask me don cry .. haiish .. i guess guys are really not trustable baiish .. all are liars .. all lyks to play around .. all likes to fool around .. haish ..

hopefully everyting will come to an end soon .. if nt i sure to do someting der ..

Jit..
sowiie .. i really cnt make me to continue with u .. we remain as frwen baiish .. i don tink i willl be able to lyk u within this 1 month .. sowiie .. we remain as frwen baiish .. thanks for lending me ur shoulder to cry .. thanks .. n sowiie to make ur bday into a crying day .. haiish .. i m sowiie ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Update blog liao ..

today ish a funny friday ..

yang yang bday today ..

haha ..

in the morning i tell jane, winnie, jass, verona, n xian to act lyk nth happen ..

treat it lyk nth happen ..

cos we wan to give him suprise ..

haha ..

so i ask him to leave the bag wid jane they al ..

and i pull him go buy mum mum ..

while xian n jane puts the present into his bag ..

guess wat ??? he super dead meat der lehh .

at canteen when he searching for his water bottle tat tym,

he nv realise tat in his bag there ish someting ..

he wait til in class then pass it bck to miie .. he say y my present ish in his bag .. n i was staN ..

then i tell him .. is nt mine . den he start to panick liao .. he tot ish ither ppl mistaken the bag ..

haha .. winnie jane n xian n mie all drop sweat .. diiao .. he super toopid arr ..

than i told him may bie ish gt ppl admire him then purposely put in his bag der leh?

then he say more worst .. he wan go sit at the canteen wait for tat person to turn up ..

more diiao lor .. then we decided to tell him tat ish we give der ..

then we say happy bday to him .. he stone there .. then he say ..

" WHA LIAO!! SO BAD SIA!! " den he look at his present .. he omost cry out sia ..

haha .. silly yang yang ..

well .. today i hope ish a happy n unforgetable day for him ..

how i wish he won forget today ..

although i nv spend alot for his bday ..

bt jus hope tat he rmb tat his 19th bday is WE help him celebrate in scool der ..

Tmr ish jit bday ..

no money left sia .. dono how to do ..

haiish .. feel guilty sia .. nv buy ting for hiis bday ..

nvm baiish .. tmr go out wid him den c how lor ..

anyway ..

sunday .. i m starting work ler .

haiish .. work lehh ..

abit of getting sian .. cos at town ..

hen sian der ..

noting to eat .. n somemore expensive .. haiish . sian diao lar ..

feel lyk don wan work lehh .. bt must work for money .. n the money i cnt use lar ..

haiish .. cn bang wall liao lar .. i dono wat to do sia ..

haiish .. i so tired .. i wan go take a nap liao .. bye bye ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog liao ..

today .. another painful day formme sia .. haha .. no mood .. super moody sia ..

hmmmm .. today dono y oso .. keep on feel lyk crying sia .. haha .. crazy emotion i hab ..
bt anyway .. end up i managed to keep back my tears .. haiish .. ish tish mean i m strong ?
or jus i give up everyting ler ? haiish .. everyting seems out of control .. haiish .. i dono ..
i dono ish i don dare to face the fact or jus avoiding the fact ? haiish .. don wish to noe anyting sia .. i scared to noe the answer of everyting .. haiish .. sad ar .. lost in my direction again ..

today pe . do running .. omg!!! i hate running .. haiish .. n hor .. haiish .. i got blister lar!!! so pain !!! sobbiiess ... haiish .. whole skin come out sia .. make me walk in funny way sia .. and hor . almost fainted sia ..maybe ish too long nv run liao .. bt at least better although i didnt managed to pass .. i get 12.05 for the running time .. i wan to train myself liao .. must runn faster .. so must faster quit smoking n train my 2.4 .. haha .. hoopefully tish tym round i cn get some wards .. haha .. i nv get any awards be4 .. so tish tym round mus!!! yeahs .. hopefuly i won collapse .. pray hard ..

tmr iish yang yang bday wor .. dono he wil go to skool or nt .. cos he abit lost his mind sia .. he wanna go ZOO!! haha .. hmmm .. tink bck hor .. it hab been long tat i nv step into the zoo liao .. haha .. bt celebrating his bday in zoo .. sounds lyk he was born in the zoo .. haha .. yahh .. maybe he ish really born in the zoo baiish .. haha .. well ..

to yang yang ..

happy bday to uu .. take kaire.. old liao .. don sad ler .. enjoy ur bday baiish .. hehe ..

tats all for today ler .. nites ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao ..

hmmm .. today iish another day .. haiish .. miie super emo today sia .. haiish .. dono y .. super feel lyk crying sia .. haiish .. everyting don goes rite sia .. n today he told me one ting .. tat make me dono wan to believe or not .. haiish .. ii dono .. i'm so confuse sia .. yes i lyk him .. bt jus .. not rite lor .. haiish .. arghhs .. i m confuse .. i really confusee .. i fel lyk crying .. he won treat me serious no matter wat i do .. to miie .. he jus wan do wat his ger ish doing nia .. tats all .. he won noe how much i lyk him .. he won noe hw much i was hurt when his hart hab his ger .. when he told me he love her .. wat sia ? y i end up in tish stage again ? y ? i lost my way .. i cnt forget the past .. n i cnt forget how he look at me .. i really dono .. the past n present ish killing miie sia .. i really dono how to face my life sia .. i m confuse totally .. confuse .. i m hurt .. really hurt .. he understand ? he only say i don understand how i feel .. does he noe how i feel ? m i only there to satisfy his need ? or m i there to make him feel not tat lonely ? i'm more lyk a part tymer to him .. haiish .. i dono ..
i really dono .. cn anyone tell miie wat shuld i do ? haiish .. everyting shuld comes to an end .. tish cnt continue anymore ler lar .. really cnt lar .. if it still continue .. everyone will get hurt .. n my hurt will be more then anione else baiish .. haiish .. i dono how long cn i hold on to my tears .. i really dono .. how i wish i cn drop all the tears n start anew .. i don wan to be lyk tish ler lar .. i really don wan .. I DON WAN !!!!

i need to be lone .. i really need to be alone .. EVERYBODY , LEAVE ME ALONE CAN ? FOR JUS TISH FEW DAYS ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

i m not tat strong at all ..

hmmm .. today .. i cried in ler .. haiish .. i dono is it me too weak or wat lor ..
haiish .. i noe they oready don lyk me liao .. n trying to disturb me liao .. jus i cnt act as noting happen .. haiish .. i do mind how the class treat me .. i really mind .. i cn don mind they ssay someting bad abt me .. bt i jus cnt don mind they make me in front of the whole class .. no one lyk tat isnt it ? change to him .. he oso won lyk mar .. haiish .. an adult act lyk a small kid ? hmmm .. i don wan say much .. straight after WPB i took my bag n went out of the class .. or rather i went out of the skool .. crying all the way til i reach bus stop .. actually i stop the crying liao .. sudden all my frwens flood me wif caring sms .. OMG !! i'm touched .. n i cried again .. haiish .. sitting at bus stop cry lor .. haiish .. i m really touched by the msgs tat they send me to console abt me ..

To muaii frwens ..
Guys .. thanks for consoling me today .. u guys really make me feel very comfortable .. thanks .. :) i really happy to hab u guys as my frwen .. u all make me feel tat i m someone to u al .. thanks .. i will try to control my volume der .. hehe .. sorry .. i hab a loud voice haha .. i won make too much noisy to disturb u all ler ..

to yang yang ..
Thanks for rushing to bus stop to console me .. although alot of tyms ur words make me cry .. n make me think of my bishan ite frwen n teacher .. especially when u say i study so hard jus to go higher nitec make me cry more.. cos i really mishh them .. well .. thanks .. u owaes make me smile .. n owaes there when i need listen ear .. bt sowie .. when u got prob i cnt do much .. i dono wat i cn do in return ..

Well .. i suddenly find tat mr arron tang ish a good teacher .. he so kind .. today .. i share table wif winnie .. then he ask some one to get a table for me .. :) then when we habiing a short brk .. me n yang yang tok to him .. he really very good .. i starting to lyk tish teacher liao .. he so kind . n understanding too .. try to understand him .. then u all will noe how good ish he ler .. i really dono how to explain how gd ish he ..

haiish .. another day hab past .. my first tym to cry i sckool .. hopefully it will be the last tym .. i won wan a sec tym ler .. nw scaredto step into the clas ler .. i dono why .. i tink my depression comes bck again ler .. once i hab depression in bishan .. i tot everyone dislyk me .. n will owaes think they are saying bad ting about me .. once they starting laughiing n saying someting in other language tat i dono .. i will start to tink tat they dislyk me n wan to disturb me again ler .. how? ish tish depression or sensitive? will i zi pi ?haiish .. i don wan to go bck to tat days again ler .. tat days are horrible .. i scared ler ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog ..

today iish a super hot day .. sweating sia .. haiish .. today in class osso nt in good mood ..
arggsshh .. ireally mish bishan .. :( at least no one will say me attention seeker ..
haiish .. today habiing ofa lesson .. after i show cher my p.p slides .. i walk to the dustbin to throw my rubbish .. suddenly CHAIRMAN say one ting tat almost make me drop tears .. he suddenly say "ATTENTION SEEKER!!" .. den one of the classmate ask "WHO??" .. his reply ish "NOTING!! I'M SAYING MYSELF AN ATTENTION SEEKER!!" after tat she turn around n look at me .. haiish .. wat i did wrong sia? although i act lyk i don care .. but actually i realy take his words to heart .. i dono y .. den the whole day in class i super no mood .. although my frwen do cheer me up .. bt jus .. no use lar .. haiish .. i really dono lor .. i suddenly don lyk tat class anymore .. they dono me .. or rather they don bother to noe me ba .. who is really the attention seeker ? haiish .. if i m the attention seeker .. it won be lyk tish .. i admit my voice is loud .. bt .. don need to say me an attention seeker .. haish .. i m so stress up in skool don feel lyk going to sckool tmr ..

haish .. today after skool .. jit send me home .. haiish .. he oso trying to make me happy .. so i invite him to my hse .. we watch tv show sia .. frm 7 - 8 den frm 8 - 9 den he went home .. haha . long tym no one pei me watch tv liao .. n i found out one ting .. he very noisy ar .. watch tv he cnt silent der .. haha .. bt i noe he ish trying to cheer me up ..

to jit ..

bro .. thanks for cheering me up today .. really thanks .. nxt tym no need to send me home lar .. sorry cos my hse really very boring der .. nth to do or play .. hope u won mind ..

haiish .. okiie lar .. i post til here ler .. i gona slip liao .. nitess ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Yeahh !! Change blog skin and update songs !!

~Woot c any changes in me ? guess wat ? i nv update chinese song .. instead i update english song .. thanks to my pretty sister .. she intro me some of the nice english song .. haha .. * thumbs up * the songs are nice isnt it ? i simply love tish songs .. haha .. they are nice cute n touching .. * drop tears *

well .. today iish another sian day for me .. wake up early in the morning .. den now .. stoniing at home .. i tot today alpha gona bring me to interview for the job .. end up .. he tell me he hab to ask his manager first sian diao .. haha .. bt nvm .. i told my parent i m going to find a job liao .. my mama was worried .. she scared i will tired out myself .. bt haiya .. my papa lar .. say my bill so ex .. den lyk don wan help me pay .. arghhhss .. siian .. hab to rely on myself liao .. sad case .. die liao lar .. haiish .. ii told him .. ii will use less liao .. den i will go find one job asap .. it makes no diff iif i stay outside myself lor .. haiish .. y wor .. y lyk tish mar .. haiish .. y i use so much ? haiish .. siian arr .. ii in need money now .. haiish .. iif i hab one sugar daddy how nice ? at least someone rich supporting me .. n still got ppl acc me .. haiish .. ii m dead .. totally dead ..

dono wat to do liao .. now ii only can save nia .. all ii cn do ish save money lor .. smoke less .. eat less .. haha .. save money faster .. good rite .. then oso go out less .. den no money will be spend .. lyk tish better .. no work oso cn save pocket money .. haiish .. i really dono wat to do sia .. headach ..

IN NEED MONEY NOW !!!

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update muaiie blog liao ..

hmmm .. today aiie went to nokia care centre to get muaii fone repair .. haiish ..
muaii fone iish dead liiao .. sad case .. mush wait till dono when den cn take bck .. haiish ..

after tat aiie wen to mit up wif benny they all for a movie at plaza sing ..
We watch the letter of death .. hmmmm .. aiie shouted lor .. long tym nv watch horror movie ..
Hahass .. bt anyway .. the moviie ish not bad lar .. jus tat aiie find it er xing (disgusting)
Hmmm .. after the movie we went to esplanet slack .. den benny fall dwn cos aiie chase him ..
Feel guilty lor .. haiish .. at first aiie nv apologise .. until he alight a yishun den aiie sms him to apologise .. n alvin tan called miie .. agaiin out of no where he called miie .. haish .. aiie really doncch noe y aiie love him so much last tym sia ..

well no need guess .. aiie go home muaiiself lor .. walkiing alone .. haiish .. at nite some more .. long tym nv walk alone at nite liao .. not bad .. feeliing emo ..

reach home .. first ting aiie saw .. m1 bill on muaiie table .. ii tot iish wat .. end up iish bill .. wat da fcuk .. omost $400 sia .. crazy liao lor .. haiish .. dono how they count oso .. aiie nv use video call .. they put miie vedio call charge .. siian half lor .. haiish .. aiie donchh noe lar .. alpha intro miie one job .. ii guess its tym for miie to go work liao .. aiie really cnt support muaiiself sia .. no money life ish killing miie lor .. haishh .. aiie m so tired sia .. really very tiredd .. dono wat to do .. simply crazy liao ..

aiie donch noe wat aiie wan .. aiie really dono ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update bloggie liao ..

hmmm .. today arr .. nth much too blog oso lehhs ..

simply iin class bii one student who zi pi lor .. lucky ii hab yang yang to tok to miie ..

iif nt aiie really will die dere .. haha ..

aniiway .. today release class early .. yesshh .. haha .. arron tang nv come mar ..

den whole class release early .. n today got one female cher taking over his lesson ..

Ms stephanie tan < hopefully ii nv spell worng

aiie only cn say .. her teacing .. short .. simple .. swt ..

her lesson .. aiie oso donchh noe aiie understand or not sia ..

jus simpliie sit listen n GO HOME !!

best ritess .. * thumbs up

everyday lyk tish .. normal n basic life ..

comes to exam sure flank ..

haha ..

anyway .. hmmm .. siians larr ..

tmr donch noe wanna go out or not lehh ..

haiish .. don wann a give him wrong information again ler ..

arrgghhs . dono lar .. hen siian ar ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao ..

today der mood sucks to the extreme ..

haiish .. aiie admit aiie m noisy .. bt need not say miie til aiie m irritatiing iin class ..

ii mean come on lar .. today .. the whole class iish not even studyiing .. they all are playiing lor ..

iif iiuue wan to study jus say lar .. n hor ii don wan to biie tat loud der lor ..

nv noe wats goiing on jus say miie irritatiing ..

wat the hell ..

iiuue are a leader or rather a chairman iin the class n so ?

basic manners ..

iif iiuue wan shout across the class to ask miie shut up iiue tink ii care ?

since iiue aready shutting across the class to simply ask miie shut up .. y shuld ii sia ..

ii respect iiue ii say sorry .. bt iiue nv respect mie lor ..

haiish .. wat a class ii hab iin clementi .. haiish .. siick n tired ..

cn ii make a transfer bck to bishan ?

iif ii m rich ii sure do it .. too bad ii m nt ..

haiish .. frm the start ii shuld not get use of this class ..

from the start ii shuldnt lyk tish class ..

y wor .. y when ii tot ii cn get use iin tish class tish sckool tish ting happen?

haiish .. we won go along well ..

can ii say ii hate tish class? can ii say ii wan to isolate tish class ?

muaiiee mood totally suckss ..

iish nt tat ii whole day so noisy der lor ..

when comes to study .. ii got no sound lor ..

y wor .. ii see situation der mar .. didnt ii ?

* fed up *

really .. ii dono shuld ii or shuld ii not go sckool tmr ..

ii donno ..

haiish ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update muaiie bloggiie liiao ..

today .. suddenly become a veriie tried day for miie .. jush feelingg slippiie .. bii iit go sk0ol, iin class, go home, aiie still very tied .. hmmmm .. m ii goiing to fall sicck agaiin ? OMG !! cn aiie donnch fall sick ? aiie hate falliing sick :( aiie donnch wan fall sick narrhs .. mush bii strong .. aiie donnch wan miss lesson .. :( haiish .. abiit of feeliing tat aiie will fall sick sick lehh .. siians .. haiish ..

OMG!!!! the course iish killing miie .. *arghhsss* startiing to get more n more complicated sia .. haiish .. today .. aiie do WPB aiie omost cry out sia .. * argghhss * hmmmm .. the toopid ting xia .. donnch noe where went wrong sia .. haiish .. siian 1/2 way siia .. haiish .. actually tot of revisingg muaiie work .. endd up ? haha .. too tired liiao .. wanna slip agaiin .. * oiing oiing * miie omost becomee pig pig liao ..

Haiish .. stress arr !!! haiish .. deadly soul miie .. eddie der ger ger come muaiie frwenster say ii snatch her boii boii siia .. -.-!i! 19 yr old come scold 18 yr old .. lamiie shit .. haiish .. not interested too bother about their probb oso lor .. dey cn solve good lar .. cnt solve too bad lar .. y blame mie sia .. aiie did notiing worss .. haiish .. wat the hell siia .. every tiing become muaiie fault liao .. aiie did notiing .. did aiie did aniiting ? hmmmm .. *tink tink* *stoniing iin progress*

Tired too c wat happeniing around miie .. everytiing iish turnning so fast .. haiish .. aiie tryiing turh follow their footsteps lerr .. but .. y aiie still cnt catch up siia ? haiish .. wat m aiie supose turrh duhh ? aiie cnt stop my footstep lar .. cos iif ii stop agaiin .. everytiing will go bck to sqquare one sia .. haiish .. * stoning *

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Update blog ..

today .. ii super laziie to write wat i did today .. basically .. ii went out wif yang yang n ah jit .. to doby .. n tish are the pictures we take .. haha .. jus let the foto floods my blogg today .. =)

toopid face hor ? haha .. who cuter ? mie or yang yang ?

C .. hw proud he iish ?

Miie n ah jit ..

Heess .. ii m surrounded buaiie boi boi ..

Yang yang n ah jit < his frwen frwen >

yang yang n his Fr0giie

hahax .. aiie take wif fr0giie .. cute ritess ..

Cute fr0ggiie ritees?? yang yang der ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE