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BREAK UP LER

silly him .. he brk up wif me ler .. cos he don wan me to suffer .. cos he still tink of xinhui .. so lyk tish finish ler .. 11 days .. i m sad .. n i gone crazy .. n cut myself till omost really hit vain .. it really omost hit faint .. haiish .. i m sorry for doing all tish .. i don mean it too .. Azriel told me everything .. den now i realise i m in the fault .. for doing all tish ..

really don wish to let go .. azriel told me to go find another guy .. bt i don tink i will anyway .. too sad to find one .. maybe not now baiish .. azriel so nice .. i dono y tok to him so comfortable .. n will smile easily .. he really very nice .. although i very scared when he voice is low .. bt still i feel comfortable .. he told me everything joel ish tinking .. well .. i agreed to watever he say .. don wan c joel sad or even suffer .. i will be strong from now on .. dono will still be his frwen or not .. but for the tym being .. i tink i don disturb him ler lar .. let him cool dwn .. tats all .. =)

dono wat to blog now .. my feeling really very dwn .. dono wat to do ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

WHAT HAPPEN ?!

haiish ... ytd nite he called me .. n told me tat he will be toking to his ex , eddie n pearl .. he wan his ex to noe how bad ish eddie .. haiish .. forget it ler lar .. i don nit to give him 3 months tym ler .. i m so tired to wait for him ler .. everything xinhui xinhui xinhui .. haiish .. i dono lar .. i so confuse now ..

well actually ish me going dwn to his place today der .. suddenly he say no nit ler .. he come to my place instead .. haiish .. well .. by rite shuld be a good ting cos i no nit to make my way dwn .. bt i dono y my tinking run wild .. haiish .. wat the fcuk !!!

around 5 minutes earlier .. i jus recieve his msg .. he got someting on .. n cnt acc me ler .. my tinking run more wild then jus nw .. dono y suddely feel lyk crying .. dono y suddenly want to say brk .. i dono y i wan to end tish relationship so much .. bt i dono hw to say out .. i m controlling my temper .. i tried my best to control my temper ler .. haiish .. he don test me ler hao mar ??

i feeling lyk asking him to tink who he want to be with .. bt i don dare .. n don even noe how to tell him .. so .. let it be baiish .. wait til i hab the guts to ask him den ask lor ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog ..

hmmmm .. today whole day at home .. =)) yappie .. cleaning up muaii house lor .. haiish .. wat to do??? i promise my mum ler .. hmmmm .. wake uup at around 945 am .. start to clean upp at arounf 10 .. den .. end at around 12 plus .. woot~ muaii tym pss super fast today ..

lucky muaii hubby came over to muaii house to acc me .. =)) at least i m not tat lonely after all .. n i cook today .. =)) so long nvr cook ler .. lucky tat i nvr forget how to cook sia .. haha .. today safe money from eating outside food .. =)) bt i nvr safe alot oso lar .. hmmmm .. siian .. now he slipping den i blogging lor .. since lyk i totally got nth to do .. haiish ..

suddenly i dono y i super senstive .. cos he call xinhui actually he wanted to tell her wat the hell eddie ish doiing der .. bt .. he nvr .. haiish .. i noe i shouldn't be jealous n senstive .. bt end up i did .. so nvr tok much with him today .. jus normal tok lor .. nt as tokative as usual .. bt after awhile i forget everything n we bck to normal again .. i nvr tell him i jealous .. n hopefully i nvr show too .. jus don wan him feel tat i m not understanding .. or let him feel tat i m controlling his life .. haish .. y sia .. i dono y lar .. jus dono how to make him stop saying xinhui name in front of me .. i tell myself to give him tym der .. bt i jus don feel nice n comfortable when he xinhui here n xinhui there .. haiish .. headach ar .. haiish .. 3 months .. i only give him 3 months .. to forget abt her .. althhough he himself tell me .. he don miss her .. cos she hurt him alot .. bt there will still be abit der lar .. watever she did i will surely do der mar .. cnt be avoided oso .. so .. haiish dono whether 3 months is long enuff for him or not bt if after3 months he still xinhui here xinhui ther .. then i got nth to say ler .. haiish ..

ya i m happy to be wif him .. bt jus i don use to him saying her name .. tats all .. n i scared she will come bck to him .. although he may say tat he won patch with her .. bt in tis love game .. nth cn be avoided der .. haiish .. wat to do ??? let it be lor .. let nature takes it place .. =)) omg .. i m slippy sia .. haishh .. dono y so sudden tat i m slippy .. ok lar .. i stop here ler ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

yohhhh .. update my blog liao ..

today check out super early ar .. first tym lor .. hahaha .. cos someting irritating happen .. so yappee .. go home super early ..

hmmmm .. bt i did enjoy myself in the chalet =) thanks .. to benny they all .. hahaha .. although benny they all don get enuff slip .. bt .. they still can joke around lor .. hahah ..
ytd the whole nie i throwing my temper sia .. cos of some matter lar .. tat super irritates me lor .. make until the whole environment so scary .. PIG lor .. haiish .. dono y lor .. y cnt he tink for others ???? he nt scared bt others do lor .. nvr tink twice be4 he say .. actually ish happy der .. become lyk tish .. haiish .. dono hw to say sia ..

Hmmmmm .. nth to blog oso .. ok lar .. end here ler ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog ..

a fast one only .. today went to find hubbiie early in the morning 11 plus reached his hse .. awhile den go out find his bro Lun n two other ger which ish his ex .. n oso lun lyk der .. =) habiing fun wif them lor .. they so funny n ez goiing . =)

at first i was shy so nt much to tok abt .. n plus i got nth to tok to them oso .. so .. ya.. silent .. n laughiing on way they doiing nia lor .. =) the two gers was cute .. n frwenly .. n pretty osos .. omg .. i was so envy sia .. how i wish i cn hab their skin sia .. lols .. bt anyway .. after watchiing recycle at lun hse we went out .. the two gers go bday party .. n the 3 of us go dohby .. walk walk .. =)

then after awhile mit samuel .. another brother of his .. =) i didnt tok much to him .. cos another one no topic .. so i only tok to him .. we play lame kindergarden games .. haha .. still i hab lotass fun lor .. oh ya .. i saw benny .. i was shocked .. n i turn around sia .. haha .. opsss .. .hahah .. dao him for the first tym .. hehehe ..

hmmm .. then after tat we go geylang .. to c his another frwen .. =) den come home ler .. tot of going his hse .. think twice tmr he hab to go churce .. so nvr go ler .. cos his mama don lyk gers to stay over nite at his hse .. so ya .. tink twice wan good impression jiu guai guai go home orh orh lor .. he wan me to stay then i tell him the reason .. n he accept the reason n was impressed.. hehe .. thanks to alpha who make me so understanding sia .. =)

bt anyway .. i really hab fun spending tym wif my hubby .. really ... love him sooooo much sia .. =) he make me feel secure .. really .. is nt i ez to be pleased or wat .. bt wat ever he do .. he won forget abt me .. u all cn say ish the honeymoon period .. bt truely speaking .. i don gib my guy any honeymoon period .. i go straight to the point .. hahha .. abit mean bt i m lyk tish .. so .. yahh .. tats me .. hehehe ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog .. =)

hmmmm .. yeahhs .. finallyy he come bck liao .. whahahahahaha .. now my turn go chalet liao .. 2 more days .. whahahahaha .. his turn to go crazy liao .. he more worst .. 5 days .. hahaha .. poor ting him .. =)

hmmmm .. nw he at my house lor .. at first watch KO ONE .. den after ine disc .. i go slip .. he use internet do his ting .. haha .. den .. nth lor .. at my house rot n slack nia ...

ah gong they all wan see him .. bt too bad we at home .. n super lazy to go dwn vivo find them ... tooo bad .. whahahaha .. saded~

haiish .. siian sia .. nt at home for 5 days .. 4 nitess without my bed .. arggsshh .. misshh my bed ... n my smell .. hahah .. abit bian tai .. bt ish reall mar .. haha .. okiie lar .. today .. super got nth to blog .. bye bye ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog liao ..

tiish few days .. nvr update blog .. not bcos i bz .. ish bcos i very late den reached home .. cos i go out lor .. haha .. not wif my boii boii .. ish wif benny they all .. today .. or rather ytd .. i went to tamp .. to buy bbq ting .. n the day before went queensway n changi airprt .. go qw ish c benny buy sweater .. go c.a ish to find verona n c ah gong buy chocolate .. end up he nvr buy lor .. SHIT~ sia .. haha .. bt anyway .. we really hab lotas fun playing around lor .. enjoy sia ..

y i nvr mention anyting abt my boi boi ish bcos .. i nvr get to c him tish 2 dys .. =( cos he go chalet lar .. 3 dys 2 nites .. he enjoy sia .. haha .. bt we did sms n tok on the fone lor .. nvrm .. tish coming sunday is my turn ler ... whahahahahaha .. i go for 5 days .. let him suffer yi xia .. bt lyk no diff lehh .. haha ..

ah gong heard i got bf he so excited n happy sia .. haha ..dyig to c him sia .. i mean ah gong .. den he so happy tat there wil be anotherperson calling him ah gong .. he abit sort sort liao sia .. hahaha .. crazy .. hahaha .. bt i told him .. he lyk fierce fierce sia .. he say better my frwen don act big sia .. den i blur lor .. haha .. don blame him .. cos he dono y frwen so i tell him won .. only i act big nia .. haha ..

haiish .. he finally realise tat e owaes in front of me toking abt his ex ler .. finally .. i was so glad tat he tell me tat .. although ish me the one who bringout everything de .. bt he oso admit .. bt i dun blame him oso lar .. change to me i oso dono hw to chage the habit lor .. haiish .. dono lehh .. let tym heal his pain baiish .. ict force him in anything .. i let him go heal by himself better then using force lor .. m i rite ???? haish .. hopefully i m rite lor .. i don wan to regret .. haiish .. tiredd sia .. nw i starting to tink .. we really start too fast ler .. haiish ..

i dono should i smile or shuld i sad .. i dono .. i m jealous cos e in front o me tok abt her .. everytym heard her name .. i will sian half way .. bt after awhile .. i tink twice .. gib him sometym baiish .. tish cnt be blame der mar .. so let it be baiish .. my life still goes on .. jus only nw abit colourful lor .. nt longer lyk last tym .. my smilees .. are nicer nw .. n the emo side ish leaving me ler ... looking forward to c him tmr .. =) mishh him lotas ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update my blog ler ..

hmmmm .. another day .. i hang out at pub ler .. tishs tym round nvr drink .. i drink green tea n coke .. =)

the reason y i go pub ? cos my hubby n his frwen go pub interview work .. n the funny ting ish .. at first i told hm wait til we noe each other longer then say .. end up .. ytd i agreed to be his gf .. diiao .. too me i still feel tat ish too fast ler .. bt hopefully .. hopefully .. we can last long .. =)

dono wat to blog today .. haha .. bt anyway tish song nice hor .. hehe .. watchh KO ONE den get to no tish song .. OMG!!!! they so handsome . yan ya lun n chen yi ru so shuai !!!! n cute !!!!! OMG!!!! fall for them liao sia .. hahah .. so nice .. =) tang yu zhe n da dong n wu zun oso inside .. they are so handsome .. finish it in 3 days .. den dream of chen yi ru n yan ya lun siaa .. haha .. so swt swt dream i hab .. haha .. how i wish .. i cn get to see them face to face .. haiish .. bt i noe tish is impossible .. so cn dream of thm i happy liao .. hehe ..

ok lar .. today blog until today .. really nothing to blog .. is not i don wan to blog .. is i really got nothing to blog .. haha .. bye bye ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao ..

hmmmm .. today gt into a big quarrel wif alpha .. haiish .. being his frwen hao lei .. we quarrel until he say out " if a m a burden to u , drop me ar .." haiish .. actually don really noe wat ish he trying to say .. jus .. noe tat ish someting not gd .. then nxt minute i noe my tears drop ler .. haiish .. i dono y i drop jus noe tat maybe is hurt baiish .. hurt by wat he say .. haiish .. lyk wat verona say lor .. i m a harsh person .. yahh .. i really ish a harsh person .. i won deny .. haiish .. well .. i usually will say " no frwen no frwen lor .. i don care .. " now i noe tish isnt my true words in my hart .. i cnt live without my frwens .. he say i don hab any impt person .. he dono tat my grandma ish my impt person .. bt she left ler .. pointless to tell me .. maybe he ish rite .. really pointless .. i don understand .. i dono .. watever it ish .. i m nt asking him to do any ting not rite .. asking him to come to skool n at least do wat the teacher want .. n try to catch up .. oso too much ??? oso wrong ? sometyms i find tat being his frwen really ish very tired .. i don wan ler .. i don wan to be his frwen ler .. i rather i m nth to him .. i jus wan a peaceful life .. i wan nth else .. my way of caring a frwen ish wrong .. haiish .. ya i noe ish wrong .. from the start i shuldnt even bother .. i shuld let him be der .. i kpo .. i busybody .. haiish .. i told jit tat we quarrel .. i don feel okay .. i don feel rite .. well .. he did say alot of hurting tings lar .. bt i still choose to forgive n forget .. coss .. even if nw ish nt frwen .. he ish still somepne tat i hab to face for nxt 1 yr plus der .. no matter wat i still will regard him as someone .. we won become foes . we oso won become frwen .. jus noe tat there ish a alpha existance ..

haish .. few month in skool nia .. sos fast i lost a frwen .. now suddenly don feel lyk going anywhere .. haiish .. owaes dono wat i did ish correct or wrong .. i cn be someone gd .. i oso cn be someone evil .. bt .. me n him .. haish .. i dono .. lyk i say earlier .. i will forgive n forget everything .. i will .. haiish .. i dono ler .. he wan or don wan go skool i oso cnt do anything ler .. his everything i oso don wan to noe .. wat happen in the past i oso will forget .. Silence n crazy ..which road i will choose ? i dono .. n i dono wat i wan oso .. wait til i noe then say lor ..

haiish .. i so tired .. go slip awhile den do my work baiish .. buai buaii

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao .. =)

hmmmm.. i fall sick again liao .. lol .. now coughing n habiing abit throat pain pain .. haiish .. tired sia .. haiish .. not enuff slip tish few days sia .. haiish .. duno wat m i tinking oso .. dono wat make me cn slip well at nite too .. haiish .. days in sckool seems to be every sian to miie .. be it in skool or outside skool . dono.. nw nit to chiong out dreaweaver project .. haiish .. stress sia .. hmmmm .. firstly don really noe how to use dreamweaver .. secondly .. the project i choose on tour .. hmmm . n i do abt korea .. cos i lyk korea .. bt duno how to start .. nit 10 pages sia .. haiish .. stress sia .. haha .. bt anway .. will try to do lor .. haiish .. i dono leh .. i don0 i change to wat tye of me ler lehh .. i cn still be crappy .. i still cn laugh bt the real me . i actuallly dono lehh ..

no mmore tears for u .. no more gonna worrie abt u .. haiish . everything so messy .. haish .. crazy me .. crazy life .. haiish .. tired ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

yohhss !!! update blog liao =)

today skool release at 1230 cos no pe lesson .. haha .. go home change ler .. den rush dun to yishun mit benny den go dohby mit xian they all .. same old pattern .. archade n archade lor .. haha .. after tat we went to eat then go paradise centre ..play POOL!!! haha . nvr win sia .. haiish .. sadist .. haiish .. today .. alpha finally get bck to skool after the long long mc .. haha .. bt he come bck .. he duno everything sia .. cos wpb we are doing on dreamweaver .. so he nvr do .. he listen oso don understand .. so he play his dota lor .. haha same old pattern .. at first i was angry lar .. bt think twice .. well cnt blame him oso .. he really sick mar .. impossible to force him go skool wif jus one eye der .. he come bck dun understand oso cnt blame him anything .. so i keep quiet lor ..

hmmmm .. alpha say he feel taat i m drawing a distance wif him ler .. haiish .. i duno ish tish true or nt .. i only cn treat him as a frwen .. a best frwen in skool .. impossible der ting .. i won wan to force ler .. haiish .. out of sudden i draw a big distance wif jit .. cos of wat happen tat day .. when i sms him ask him to pass msg to alpha to rmb to eat his medicine .. his reply attitude sucks lor .. tats y i starting to hate him .. haiish .. i duno lar .. he cn make me dislyk him he really very powerful ler .. cos other then eddie i don anyhow hate guy ler .. bt he jus .. haiish . i duno how to say lar .. jus treat it as i nvr noe him before lor .. better .. i dun wan any foes .. i rather dono him .. then hating him ..

haiish .. i duno lar .. my attitude really sucks tish few days .. n i no longer tat cheerful liao .. i cn be super emo towards small matters .. i oso cn be super angry over super small misunderstanding .. one example.. jit .. i duno y oso .. ever since tat cut on my hand .. i nv been as gd as before .. haiish .. dunno hoe\w to say oso .. haiish ..my come go crazy lerrr .. haiish .. internet lost connection .. den keep on dc .. now only cn use my living room com .. arggsshh .. crazy internet .. haishh .. ohh ya .. we went ps took picturess too .. i c when i free will upload it here .. haha .. maybe xian will post it baish .. so jus stay tune .. haahaha ... okiie lar .. thats it .. enuff for today ler .. whahah .. bye bye

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Fall sick ler ..

haiish .. today mc at home .. haiish .. ytd NAPFA kill ppl .. 5 station plus 2.4 !!! failed all station .. including 2.4 haiish .. me weak ass sia .. hahaha .. crazy sia .. i walk all the way .. nvr tot of running oso .. cos i dun feel okiie .. then walk lor .. after tat i try to run last lap .. omg!!! i cnt run anymore sia .. haiish .. sad diao .. lately smoke too much liao larr .. haha .. tats y no breath .. siian .. smoke less better .. lyk tish cnt run faster .. i wan go gym training liao . they say go gym no use .. must go run around the neighbour hood . i say they siao .. gym gt aircon better .. won sweat so much .. haha .. dun ish they siao or i siao .. muaybe ish i siao baiish .. haha .. duno lar .. sick whole day at home slip n eat .. then eat medicine .. then slip again .. i nvr tell my mother i sick .. i nvr tell her i gt mc .. haish .. duno y i wan lie to her sia .. haiish .. ii duno lar .. i see how lor .. i nt feeling okiie sia .. miss skool one day .. duno cn catch up or nt .. siian . blur liao .. haiish .. hopefully my frwen will help me bit by bit baiish .. i nid to pull up my socks liao .. bfd exams cuming liao .. argghhs .. must study hard liao .. wpb n ofa die lio .. haha .. duno hw sia .. haiish .. must study real hard liao .. if nt sure die der .. i wan to go poly lar .. haha .. strive hard ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

update blog liao ..

hmmm .. today hab NAPFA TEST !!!!! fail fail n fail sia .. nvr even past one lor .. muiie 2.4 fail .. everything fail .. today nt feeling well .. no strength .. somemore .. i very tired .. haiish .. wan to slp liao .. alpha best liao lar .. haha .. he nvr attend skool for two days liao .. hmmm .. guess his ger will take kaire of him baiish .. hmmmm .. he so xing fu .. so envy sia .. haha .. bt anyway .. jus hope he get well soon n cum bck to skool lor .. =))

nw ofa lesson .. so tired .. very tired .. wan to slip liao .. anytime sia .. haha .. okiie lar .. nth to blog tish few days .. take kaire .. buaii buaii ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE

Hello!!

nw hab notiing to do .. so update blog .. ytd i cut my hair .. so today upload my pic .. haha ..

muii top view

aiie lyk tish pic !!! hehe

muii bckview =)

another pic tat i lyk =X

well .. today me n him gt nth to tok ler .. haiish .. kind of sad .. bt he nvr say anything .. so i gues i don say much oso .. so nw we are still frwen lyk last tym .. hab i changed ? i really dono .. maybe yes .. may be no ..

NN yOu aRe MyEe PriNcE