3.50pm
haiish .. wat a day .. everything so diff .. haiish .. me getting more n more quiet ler mar ? or i getting more n more attitude ? haiish .. i dono wat happen to miie .. n i don understand y out of sudden so many tings happe .. feel lyk crying tish few days .. really feel lyk crying .. i dono wat happen to me .. i very emo ..
i jus throw my bro out of the house cos he don wan to do anything .. n i oso throw temper at alpha for not able to pay attention in class cos he very tired .. well .. i really dono y lor .. see him slipping in class super irritating der .. during wpb or ofa he won wan to slip so much .. cos he got dota .. den comes to bfd .. he slp i keep on wanting him to stay awake bt he cnt .. wtf .. if really tat tired jus slip early n don hang out too late .. tish he dono mar ? haiish .. i really don wan say too much liao .. bother so much jus make me more angry nia .. haish .. i start to confuse y m i in tish world .. haiish .. everyting everyday oso the same .. got wat diff ?
my mum nagged for not keeping the hse clean .. wha kao .. the hse ish nt totally mine wor .. i did do a part in keeping the hse clean wor .. i noe she is tired cos she n my father hab to work day to nite to feed us .. bt i oso very tired ar .. i frm morning study until evening liao .. y the younger one don need to do sia ? now ish boy n ger same .. y must ger be the one suffering ? guys no big deal lor .. haiish .. tats y i so angry i feel lyk whack him hard .. bt i scared i killed him .. tats y i choose to throw him out of the hse instead .. haiish .. i so stress up .. my p.p project not yet done .. my roles play script not yet done ... wat the fuck sia .. i really very stres lar .. ii cnt catch up in class lor .. i really cnt .. i don wan study ler lar .. i don wan work oso .. i get so tired .. i dono ish physical or emotional oso .. i feel lyk dying sia .. i feel lyk cuting my wrist .. i so tired .. i going crazy .. haish ..
anyone cn tell me wat i wan n wat happen to me ? cos i dono .. really dono .. >.<
7.04 pm
i change my blog skin n song ler .. :) tang yu zhe skin n jenny yang song .. zui ai de hai shi ni bu gong ping .. :) he so hahndsome n cute !! * crazying * whahaha .. get to c tish on google web page der lar .. den wan try my luck go blogskins.com find der .. haha .. so luck miie .. cos i omost give up finding it . haha .. den i try my luck lor .. anyhow click .. yeahhs .. i found it lia .. whahaha ..
haiish .. he whole day nv sms miie .. i dono shuld i angry or worried .. haiish .. i throw my temper to him jus nw .. haiish .. i dono lar .. i super confuse .. n i no mood until jit sms miie i oso lyk don wan bother .. haiish .. i dono .. i very confuse .. i lyk lost my way in the jungle sia .. haiish .. if continue lyk tish .. i prefer .. to let go .. i noe i will fall badly .. bt i don hab a choice baiish .. i shuld listen to her advice .. bt i didnt .. i insist in holding on .. nw become lyk tish .. hopefully i m nt being played out .. if yes i sure to go bck to the old me .. my hand won be tat nice ler .. sure to hab one more scar .. haiish .. stress sia .. i reall dono wat to do sia .. haiish .. don wan him stres out .. don wan to be his burden .. haiish ..
